January wrote:If you have some ideas that I might be able to try, let's hear them. I'm just pretty tired with all these tricks.
An idea that you might be able to try. Is trying to not first go to look outside for (external) answers, ideas, solutions etc..
To just do what you feel like doing. Just say what you feel like saying. Just thinking or believing in a way you feel like thinking or believing. Etc.. That's my idea. And if after time you feel like trying or using those things like eft, tat, tots, tits and I don't no what more stuff is out there, you can do it because you feel like doing it and not because you were told/convinced to do it.
The way I life by is just that. I just do/say/"believe" the way I feel like doing/saying/believing. And after that just see what happens. What for response my actions or words will produce I can't predict anyways ime, and therfore I feel like the only thing I can drive by is what my own feeling pushes me towards doing/saying/etc..
Good to see you given yourself the space/freedom to give up, and trun your back on things you don't feel like doing anymore.
Who or what is the authority figure, that possess volition, free will or power in you?
I couldn't find one. Just an ego thinking it possesed the above qualities, yet in all my experiences I saw it didn't have any of those qualities. Nor any other quality.