Let's look at the opposite of your suggestions Max:
God truly loves you and allows you to ask as many questions as you want and to seek whatever you want.
God is something to aspire to, look for and be like.
God is not consciousness. Consciousness is only an illusion and once you break through the illusion you will merge with God and become one with God.
The dreamer (God) knows that the characters in the dream are not part of the dream.
You don't know that you are
God until you break through the illusion of the self and the dream.
P.S. - You may substitute the world 'you' for the word 'God,' or any other higher power you so desire.