Hi Ariel,
Many blessings and enjoyment in your adventure and ventures.
I,.... like you, .....chose to move out here to the San francisco Bay area in Berkeley from Ft Lauderdale Florida just 8 months ago. (IAM originally from NY) Like you, the mixed blessings of missing my family and freinds in Florida and excitement of the move as well.
I moved with little savings and no real job. Well, just barely getting by financially and loving it as the environment, geography, weather and really mostly, while it is clearly understood that wherever you go...there you are!! And it all arises as you wherever you are...... there are preferences in this relative world and we move toward them for our relative enjoyment... AND "THAT" also could not be any other way as you well know... it all JUST arises!!! So might as well enjoy the play as is, even when that AS IS is the apparant choice to move where we prefer!!
So just wanted to share that I am loving the spiritual climate here in the SF bay area as you can imagine...with all that is available and of course I do my own gatherings/satsangs and looking to do that spiritual radio show and centers etc etc....as that is what I love most and is most satisfying for me. Yes, I have a job, but like you , would love to wean into this spirituality sharings thing full time. Is my freedom, in truth, dependant on it?? Absolutely NOT!! Is it a relative joy to explore my joy?? Absolutely!!!! LOL
So, still settling in here... of course we all need money to subsist..... and yet again, all arises as is and is what it is as the joyful adventure which sometimes might appear not joyfull but is not a true hinderance as/on freedom. So, I can write much more, but it feels right to stop here. Let us keep personally in touch as to how our adventures unfold. I know you will keep us posted here as well.
I spent my life jumping form one job to another to "survive" and only recently realized doing what I love as sharing spirituality is a full time option!! And wonderfully, the attachement is not so great as to feel incomplete if things do not play out as I want..it is still the adventure that it is Well, I think I made that clear!!
I made a road trip but did not have funds to fully see ALL the trip could offer. (Actually, I did see ALL the trip could offer as it could only offer it the way it did!! LOL)...You know what I mean though. I passed by the Grand Canyon and Arizona was just extraordinarily beautiful... as was New Mexico...and again, I just love the Northern Califronia terrain .
Well, I look forward to hearing from you. My good spiritual friend from Florida, chose to move to Colorado and loves it. The spitirual climate there, is also quite good as he shares it.
Like you mentioned....who knows where this will lead. I thought I was moving to San Jose, then Santa Cruz and wound up in Berkeley .... and loving it here!!
It is fun and liberating to check out all the satsangs here too. I know you love Adyashatni etc. Check out
http://www.eastbayopencircle.org and look at there semi filled schedule for this year. And as the year progresses, 3 times as many teachers will visit here. Hey...I love it!!! Just one of my joys is hearing others share what I know is true, or arises as what is true, and being with ones that love that!! (Isaac Shapiro is here now for 2 weeks.)
Well, enjoy the openess and freedom that you are, wherever and however that arises!
Let us keep in touch and share and support the wonderful things that arise, spiritually and otherwise! I feel a beautiful merging of all this awareness (stuff) in some way. it will be fun to see and be how this plays out!!
Blessings
Be Free
Cory
http://www.theopenway.org