Realizations from Awakening, Part 1

After the latest dark night of the soul that I experienced, a few days later came another temporary awakening to my true nature.

It was the total dissolution of any reality of a separate self, not only the separate “me” existing as an individual person, but the total disappearance of anything as a separate reality in and of itself. There was the realization of existence as only the One.

This actually happened an evening just before I headed out to a party with some friends. The experience that was had was absolutely incredible.

In the awakened state, there is only the reality of the infinite welcoming openness of Love itself. There is only the One, no others. In social situations, there is no social anxiety, fear, worry about judgment or approval, or the desire to do anything other than give and love, to be who “you” truly are..

See, fear only exists as a reality when there is another to fear. If there’s no one else in the universe, there’s nothing to fear. Literally. Fear only exists within a divided state of consciousness.

The experience wound up being a total connectedness, an infinite openness, and a joyful welcoming to be or do anything. Sense of humor is automatic and awesome for it is a natural characteristic of the One’s true nature.

After coming home from the party, “Ariel” sat down and started writing about the experience. Let’s share this experience with “you” now.

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Awakening

Okay, so awakening.

That which you would call “Ariel” is awakened again.

There is awakening being awakened again. Some people call it enlightenment, but that is not a really good term. Awakening is better. It is an awakening to the True Self.

It is, if there was a word for it, liberating.

Total and complete.

Total liberation of the Self.

Dr. Hawkins would refer to this as the 600′s.

All That Is is the One. There is only the One. Road cones, traffic lights, cars, every person that is seen, lint, musical instruments… they are all the One. IDENTICALLY, 100%, the One. There is ONLY the One.

Chakras

The chakra affirmations are now seen as humorous.

Root chakra: I am and the world welcomes me. I AM the whole world. I enjoy seeing various aspects of the Self.

Sacral chakra: The universe supply my abundance and prosperity. I AM the totality of the Universe.

Solar plexus chakra: I own my own strength. I AM the totality of the universe, the infinite strength of the entirety of the universe. My “own” strength? I am the infinite strength that “you” are. Infinite. All Powerful. Total.

Heart chakra: I am truly loved? I AM the Love of the universe. I AM God.

Throat chakra: I speak my truth? I AM the TRUTH. I share mySelf with the One. I AM the One.

Third eye chakra: I see in various dimensions? I AM all dimensions throughout all time and space. Time and space are illusions.

Crown chakra: I merge with the universe? I AM the universe.

The Experience

This is the most amazing feeling in the world, but there is no “person” to experience it. There is only the Self experiencing the Self.

This experience has been experienced in this lifetime once or twice before, and it is awakened again. It is the most natural experience that exists. Duality is seen as a joke, completely and totally absurd. It is made up, a cosmic magic trick, God’s joke on all of us to pretend that we’re not the Infinite in order to experience various aspects of the Infinite.

It is the greatest illusion ever.

All that exists now is peace, joy, love, infinity, bliss, radiant Oneness.

There is ONLY Oneness.

When the body here that is typing this goes to parties, like it did tonight, it noticed all limitations were blown past. There is no limitation within Oneness.

There is ONLY the infinite allness of the totality. It is amazing.

The Universe Synchronistically Gives You What You Need

“Ariel” has been listening to this Adyashanti program, and it was the PERFECT program that he needed, at this exact moment.

In fact, this whole LIFE has been an example of perfection in synchronicity.

He talks about the egoic downfalls that happen once someone experiences a temporary awakening, which has been experienced in “Ariel” before, a sense of total Oneness.

There is only that experience now. It is the most natural and harmonious feeling that exists. “Ariel” got a standing ovation when leaving a party tonight. All “he” did was Love and be free, totally free. It’s amazing how trapped people feel in the ego, how afraid they are to open up and truly be themselves. Just open up and be yourSelf, regardless of any fears of approval, control, or survival.

There was an article written recently about him being in Hell. That experience was triggered as a result of negating the illusion. The process that was done is described here.

What Triggered Awakening

This is now the second time that awakening has occurred, triggered by realizing the total inability of the mind to recognize Truth.

Basically, “enlightenment” (silly word) is the realization that naturally arises with the total negation of the mind, the realization that the mind simply CAN NOT know Truth. It’s not “trying” to find Truth, but what arises when one naturally sees beyond the illusions of the ego/mind.

Whether this state of Oneness remains is of no importance. There is only Now. This state may remain, it may not. In fact, it very well may not remain. This happens only when the ego is re-energized, when the ego puts up a self-imposed limitation that needs to be transcended.

The Adyashanti program that was posted is a PHENOMENAL link for those of you who have ever experienced Oneness temporarily.

To go back to egoic identification after that is the WEIRDEST thing. It’s like on the deepest level you KNOW that the beliefs and thoughts you have are TOTAL BS, yet for some reason, “you” believe them anyways.

He helps you see beyond exactly what mistakes were being made that create the illusions.

Some of the stuff he said was forehead-slappingly obvious once you hear about it.

There is only the One.

Everything that is seen, everything is the One. Yes it may look different, but the look of it is a joke.

At the party tonight, a strobe light was seen. It was a perfect example of seeing illusion. The illusion was that there were many individual discrete movements that happened every time the light flashed. The Reality was that movement was continuous.

Reality is similar. It is all One, yet the effect is such that it all looks individualized, separate. It is all One.

This is not a theory. This is not some philosophical statement. This is the result of seeing through the ego mind, seeing it well enough to unravel the nonsense that it tells you, the natural result of seeing things as they are, without the ego overlaying its illusions on top of what is.

Do this. Really. If “you” are serious about awakening, it’s the negation of the mind that will trigger awakening.

There is no one to awaken. There is only the unraveling of the ego that leads to “enlightenment.”

Infinite Love to the All and the One.

Namaste.

Really.

Continue reading to Part 2.